You know the feeling when you look into they eyes of someone longer then normal. Then you a friend of you talks to you and you look away. Our view mee... a few times this evening but nothing happens. So you decide to go to the rest room because then you have to pass me. But I do nothing and you go to the rest room. There you ask yourself why I didn't talk to you but when you leave the rest room there I stand. Looking into your eyes. You want to say something but nothing comes from your mouth. It. ." It's fine. I'm weirded out by this, too. Believe me, for all my talk of sexual adventures with Jules, I'm really pretty tame. I've only been with four women in my life. Well, five now. Fuck me."She pinched her lips together to hold back her tears. I took her hand and held on tight. "Talk to me. No judgement. You've listened to me whine enough this week about my life." Actually, it was really sweet. She'd never been with anyone before, male or female. We took it slow, but she didn't need much. It had been hot all week and the radio guy said they expected a few power outages in the next couple days. They asked everyone not to run major appliances until after dark. At about eight thirty it was fully as dark as it was going to get. I turned on the hot tub. From past experience I knew that by nine the water would be a hundred degrees. I also knew that the hot tub and the rest of the back yard were private. I hadn’t brought a swim suit. At nine I walked out of the house naked, carrying a. This girl I had become,she was no stranger. She was me. A me who finally realized what she hadbeen missing her whole life - the life of a woman. She had found courageto begin a transition, found this man beside me, and very soon would beremoving the last bit of her male life.Becoming ... whole, at last.I began to weep, and the man held me tight.And suddenly, I realized, that I was ... happy.Being a girl, having this man, this life, I ...The girl had been right.This ... was what I had.