S. Navy SEAL and a graduate of the Naval Academy, and quite accomplished in international diplomacy. I’m totally transparent, maybe too much so for ...ome people that see these photos. ‘Everything I do and all that I am is out there. People can decide for themselves, but I’m not going to lie, and I’m not going to apologize. I love my friends, but this amazing guy standing behind me is my man, and the only man I want or need in my bed. I think most females can understand my feelings on that. I was hers. Mind, body and soul.For a moment she just stood there, silent and still, at the side of my bed. I took in the sight of her. It was as if she had somehow stepped out of a dream, and into my room. Her raven black hair cascaded down her shoulders, catching all the light it could, and grudgingly releasing it as a subtle luster. It framed a face as pure and white as new fallen snow, with rosy highlights above her cheekbones as if she had just come in out of the cold. Inset in that. The sailing would be mainly at weekends, sometimes whole weeks; it would be difficult to do any racing ... certainly impossible to seriously pursue it; she just wouldn't have the time. As a result, she'd be seeing very little of James ... was that a good, or a bad thing?Meanwhile, James had a lot to think about. He was aware that Beth had taken an enormous risk, emotionally, in telling him what she had. Similarly, an enormous physical risk in jumping into the North Sea to help him the day they. She cried again when we insisted that she get a SUV for her company car.After we acquired the paving company it was at least two months before we could all get home at a decent time in the evening. Usually I would be the last one in and I would usually find the two of them with their heads together giggling. They would stop and look at me sheepishly when I walked in. I knew something was going on but I wasn't sure what it was.One night Brenda said that she was going to go to the movies. This.