"It was just the only place I hadn't looked, so I looked." And do you remember what you saw?"The time for being embarrassed around this woman was gone... I hadn't had a conversation like this with an adult before, and it felt important."Yes," I said."Where I come from, a man would have stood there, looking at me, trying to see more. He might have said something like, "You got a little taste of that for me, sweet thang?" Her drawl was enhanced, and I suddenly realized she had worked hard to get. It was totally reflexive."Aren't you going to join us?" she asks impatiently stepping out of herdress and pulling down her pink panties as if she was about to enter theshower. All around me, my friends since the beginning of the semesterare playfully taking off their clothes. They all seem to be enjoyingthemselves."What?" I ask not really understanding what started all of this."It's no fun if you don't participate, too. Plus, I've always wonderedhow big your penis was," Sean states. It's. " She stopped, waiting for my acknowledgment and when I said a simple, 'Ofcourse Madam, it sounds better to me as well,' she continued, "I am gladto hear that Nikki; I can add that much for you to know though, I'llnever embarrass you in front of other people and be certain you don'tembarrass me, do you understand girl."For some reason her attitude was changing as she was speaking, a bit moreaggressively now."Can I ask you Madam what exactly you mean by embarrassment in front ofothers?" I asked. It is the implication.For Fuller, the implication briefly suspends time while his imagination runs wild with the possibilities.He is repulsed by her offer, but attracted to the options.If he can spit on her, what other bodily fluid exchanges will she consider?"Well mister, make up your mind."Fuller considers carefully before responding."No thank you, but we might think of something else." Like what?" she quickly throws the problem back to him."Well, like a kiss." No, sorry, I don't kiss.