My husband, TA and I had nothing planed and I was bring home Chinese for dinner so that I wouldn’t need to cook.TA had a glass of wine waiting for m... when I came through the door and told me to take a shower while he laid out the evening meal. I quickly downed the wine and stepped into the shower. The hot water relaxed my sore muscles and I felt a tingle throughout my body that I attributed to the wine.After drying I threw on my terry robe and pulled up a chair across from my husband and dug. “When you love someone, Chad, always keep the passion burning for one another,” Josef would say, “Love is like a friendship caught on fire: In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love become as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.”Josef was always so profound with his words, but I came to find out that it wasn’t his saying, he was quoting Bruce Lee.I’ve never been a person to fuss over. "We all knew about Henry. He worked hard, and while he always woreclean clothes, they were rarely new, and he never joined in the afterschool affairs, simply because he could not afford it. Nobody wouldget on him about not being able to do this. Nobody. Kenneth's motherwas well known for trying to run the school from her parlor. Hisparents have lots of money and try to push everyone around with it.The general consensus was that Ken bought his friends. Nobody wouldmiss his sorry butt in the. I could feel it there.Stretched a little more. Think relaxation. Think Ladyboy.My Ladyboy opening eased a bit more, and I pressed on--or in. Itwasn't exactly pain, but it was more than discomfort. Graduallybeing opened. No, not just opened (I thought as I pushed itanother bit in), expanded was a better word."Now, don't tense up," Doris said. "Ann said this was thecrucial point. Tense up and it will pop right out again. Staythere and get used to it."I waited. Tried to relax. I didn't think.