It will be easier on both of us if we don’t let our feelings get carried away too quickly. I don’t ever want to hurt you, but I’m going to have ...o ask you to let us just live in the moment for now. I can’t let myself tell you that I love you right now. Please, Tara, can we let our feelings flow and grow naturally? Can you deal with that without hating me?’ Tara smiled at me, then almost laughed. ‘Men! Now I know why my parents like you so much. You’re so analytical and logical, just like my. My sister was rarely around as she had gotten a job at the swimming pool and was out most nights with one boy or another.The usual summer trip to Grandma's came and since my sister had a job, my parents told us we could stay home. Looking back, I assume that I was left behind to keep an eye on my sister. In the last year, my sister had discovered the power of having big boobs. Rumors of her escapades had circulated the school, but who really knew what was fact or fiction. What I remember most. Lily had thrown rotten eggs at her despised teacher’s door; she felt had it out for her in class.Sean had rarely scolded Lily and barely spanked her the last time being when she was eleven-just turned twelve. That had been when her actions had endangered her life, but this time the eighteen year-old had really screwed up and according to the ‘head of school’ Lily would be expelled unless he put himself out there to intervene and there was no way out to get her butt out of trouble. On the other. Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life.Adrienne stayed with me until my parents got home. Since it was a Wednesday, she was already planning to stay with us and despite my desire to just go catatonic and ignore the cruel, cruel world, she got me to at least sit at the dinner table.I ate ... a little. I didn't speak. And given the 'go-the-fuck-away' signals I was giving everyone, no one tried to make me. My parents gave me my space, understanding that something was wrong. But they did.