“Hi, Mr. Felipe!” Birgit said brightly.“Hello, «Tesoro»! How are you today?”“It’s cold outside!”“I agree! It makes me want to go bac... to Florida!”“You’re leaving?” she asked, sounding sad.“Oh no, «Tesoro»! I just meant I don’t like the cold.”“I never asked, but do you have family?” I asked.“All grown,” he said. “It’s just me. I have grandkids, but they’re all in Florida or the Carolinas.”“Sensei Steve?” Marcia said from just behind me. “Do you have a minute?”“Excuse me, Felipe,” I said.He. I was released after he finished unloading and he pulled my face up and kissed me. I was lost. I never had a young man before and he was in total control. I realized I needed to get out of there. He laughed as I got up and exited really quick and scared. I glanced down and saw I had come and my pants were wet with a big splooge of goo all over the inside. I left and he came to the window by my car and said hurry back. He winked at me.I was hoping never to return but the supervisor called one. ”I hugged her tighter, whispering thank yous as I felt the weight of my actions shifted. In the killing of Marius and Amanda, I hadn’t damned myself. I had saved the life of the first person to ever show me basic human kindness. I had saved this beautiful person crying into my shoulder.“Tasha,” I whispered into her hair. “How did you find me? How did you become Merlin?” I needed to know how the little girl who used to cry when I was unable to allow myself to hug her, had become a wizard of the. I was naive when I was younger and in the army. I was stationed in Georgia, and was chatting online. Met this one guy in his late 40s who didn't seem gay, and was willing to pay me to go to Savannah to go on his yacht and have a great time. I was nervous on my trip there. I ended up going and, meet him on his huge boat. It was just unbelievable. So that night we went out, and he got me absolutely plastered. I was absolutely drunk when he mentions to me if I wanted to go back to the yacht for.