Marilyn saw it, too, and her eyes cut to me. We waited for Carol to continue."I love you, Jim," Carol said with gut-wrenching honesty. She looked away...and we waited on her again. When she looked back at me, her eyes were wanton and challenging. "When we decided to have children, I went off the pill," she continued, "But I kept having sex with Bob and I didn't use protection with him." Bob could be the father of our children?" I said."Yes," she answered. Carol wasn't upset. She was proud."Why?". The way she makes you feel. You felt a true connection to her when you spoke with her in the pub and outside. And yet you are going to tell me that all you feel is disappointment for not having shacked up with her? Is that all she was, just another wench?? As the man’s voice rebounded around his skull, Jester realized that what he said was true. She had meant more to him than that. But if that’s so, than could she have possibly been the one? The woman he’d been destined for? That’s right.. I thought I might lie awake, worrying, but I fell asleep the moment my head hit the pillow.The next day I gave Fiona permission to explore the Keep as much as she wanted, while I rushed through my paperwork. I hoped to get ahead so I’d have less to worry about while spending time with Alistair and his mother. Assuming they wanted me with them – and I wasn’t sure if they would, but I wanted to be ready just in case. I was just giving my assistant instructions for the next couple of days when I. But I am going to warm you up with a paddle first.“OH GOD NO! Master PLEASE don’t! Please, I won’t try to escape again! I’ll be good, please!” jade pleaded and begged him not to do what he was planning, but his mind was made up and he was going to see this through.He started by rubbing some baby oil on her ass, just like he had done to Anna during the demonstration. “This will protect your skin some. The Devils Tongue is hard on unprotected skin and this oil will soften it and make it more.