"Twenty bucks says you're gay and you've been waiting to fuck me up the ass," I said.By this time, I didn't care. I had been so sick and tired of peop...e lying to me. I had seen how Lamar looked at me when I was in the shower. There was a rumor at work that Lamar's wife was not happy with her husband's nocturnal activities. In a bold move, I decided to put Lamar to the test.I turned around on the couch and presented my virgin ass to Lamar. I took my hands and spread my ass cheeks in front of. But we went too far and well, you know … ‘We couldn’t keep our hands off of each other and for weeks, we enjoyed a splendor, a love, a joy beyond words. One day, I worried a bit, the next day I worried more. I told Dan and he told me it would be fine, it would work out. He held me and we were one again. ‘After a week, I went to the doctor. I was going to have a baby. Sweetheart, I can’t tell you all I felt. The fear and panic were as large as the love and sunshine that filled me. I had to tell. Jessica was still in a state of shock at having seen that, but she knew that they did do that when they were out of meat, had she stayed inside any longer she would now be standing next to the now new meat-girl in a similar condition. Jessica was still sitting in her car outside of Hills Fine Meats butcher shop as the man came out with his newly converted meat-girl struggling to get away from her owner, Jessica watched as the man forced her into the back of his car that Jessica could see was. Paul had not wept openly in his adult life, even when Sally died. For the first time since those earlier days of sorrow, he cried internally for the person he knew could not hear him. Anger … vulnerability … impotence … suffering … loss … sorrow … hate. The escalating feelings boiled in him as he sat brooding in his office. Who was Paul supposed to hate? Surely not Glenda, Hopkins deserved his contempt, but was too small a man to earn Paul’s hate. Should he seek revenge and be just like him? He.