She was just busting out all over."Holy shit!" I said."Yes," Kim agreed."I'm gonna have to ahh, wait here a few minutes before I come out to join you,... I said.Kim laughed. "I was worried about showing too much in this sports bra," she said. "But, no worries. Who's going to notice me?"Tess blushed. "I'm not going out there in this with just Kim, Will. You have to come to protect us!"Kim could see what my problem was. "Just wear a big towel," she told me.So we left the bus and walked the short. At the time of that exchange we were sitting on the stainless steel and leather chairs of my dinning set, while we finished the warm up coffee."You know for a woman your age, your boobs are holding up well," Billy said."Is that like? You don't sweat much for a fat girl?" I asked.'I didn't mean it that way at all. I was just marveling at what the doctors can do now. You and Jennifer look so natural and so young." he said making it even worse."You know Billy, you really should just stop talking,". Ami bibahita.. Amake chere daao” se rege gelo.. Sali maagi.. Bibahita.. Anyo der sathe mail e guude banra nebar kotha korte lojja kore na.. Ar ami sudhu chul kete moja nebar kotha bollam tokhon nijer chokhe pore jabi.. Thik ache aaj ke yi bikele eshe dada ke seyi mail ta dekhiye dichchi.. Tomar mail id o ache amar kache seta te pathiye dada ke bolbo eta check koro.. Se uthe danralo.. Ami bhoy peye gelam.. Tara tari bollam “tahale aaj ker por amake chere debe to..” Se bollo seta ekhon ki kore. To simply exist. I sometimes wonder if I am truly meant to be something in this world. I always seem to look at things so much differently than everyone else. I smile when others are silent, I laugh when no one is around…I am different. When I am all alone I feel as though I am mere inches from some great truth that I am supposed to find and understand, but can never reach. As though the path I am following is of my own making and yet, not at all, at the same time. I wish I knew what to do. .