We reached home and I went back to Jaipur. I regularlyused to talk to Anushka and I used to often tell be always happy.She thanked some smile back her...ife and while talking to me she feels relaxed and forgets everything. Once I had to attend a marriage ofour relative in Lucknow and Anushka was also attending the same marriage, sincethey were common relative to us. Shyam was on study tour in south India and herparents could not accompany her as well. Anushka’s father asked me to cometo Delhi and. Alexander wenton to explain.I noticed the affectionate manner in which she had addressed me, andwhile blushing slightly, I liked the sound of it as I thought it was asign of her care for me. I also wondered why they were letting me sleepin her daughter's room as there must have been many other rooms I couldhave used.I said, "Thank you, Mrs. Alexander. You've been so kind to me."Mrs. Alexander replied," You can call me Aunt Mary and address Carolynby her name. With that, Aunt Mary excused. I was like mesmerized from her love. That was such an amazing moment and I was not able to think anything other than that kiss. She told me about her love for me and how fond I am to her. After lunch there was none in our room except her and me. She was sitting and reading some journal in a armless chair. I just went behind her and slowly without making any nice grabbed her big boobs. She was wearing a tight tops which had an front zip up to her boobs and back zip. The tops displayed her curves. " I said outloud and then froze. A realization hit me in the brain hard. Sincegetting dressed this morning a switch had flipped in my head. I hadstopped thinking of the clothing, the house, the entire environment ashers. It had become mine. Everything was mine and I was supposed towear the dresses. It felt normal to walk, talk, think and refer to thisas me. The thought that I had just referred to myself as "Bea" wasstrange yet looking in the mirror it was even stranger to think of.