Started in 2012-2016. In those 4 years, we were madly in love and enjoyed sex a lot. She was never interested in my past but where I was curious about...her past. I always use to ask if she had sex before meeting me and she openly said yes. So coming into the 1st year of our relationship I came to know she was cheating on me with another guy called Girish. And I was out of my mind. I loved her a lot but slowly she convinced me that there is nothing happening now and she is completely in love with. By the time I got into the house she had moved across the foyer, through the open living room and into the kitchen where she stood in a skimpy midnight black and hot rod red lace lingerie. She screamed fuck me; I am a dirty little whore, without saying a word. She looked am me and I at her. I took of my coat and through it on the floor. She approached me slowly examining me as I examined her. Younger than me by seven years her few extra pounds did not bother me because she wore it well. She was. .. I'm scared." Sure, sweetheart, but you're brave, and you're going to be okay. I'll be there as soon as I can." Ted ... the baby!" I know, sweetheart. Breathe deep and slow, and pray. I'll do the same, okay?"I rang Information Processing and was put through to Linda. There was no hesitation in her voice. "Hand over to Jen, get yourself gone, and there'll be someone up there in five minutes. Tell Jen that, okay? And, Ted, I really hope it's okay for you both." Thanks, Linda, I appreciate. I wore those clothes home that night, looking so much like a girl that Ididn't care who saw me. I walked past some guy on the steps and I knew heturned around to check me out. I wore my regular clothes into the office thenext morning, and there was a stack of clothes there for me to change into. Idon't know why I didn't quit... I don't know why I let myself suffer theembarrassment. I don't think I could have even if I wanted to, though. Bethhad a hold on me, even when she wasn't around, I could.