I figured that as long a none of my so call close friends or family knew what was happening to me my secrete was safe. What fourt33n or fift33n year o...d boy wanted to be known as a fuck boy? All thru high school i was tortured by the three and their cohorts, I finally succumbed to their assaults to where I just allowed them to use me and found out they were more congenial to me. First it was Bruce that started to be nicer to me, he would not strike me or abuse me when he wanted sex. Bruce'. I showered and completely shaved and rubbed lotion into my body. I painted my toenails and put on French manicured press on nails and then started going through my bras and panties to find something I could wear all day but still feel sexy in. I decided on a white lace bikini and matching bra. I put on a white garter belt and a pair of my best lace top tan stockings. I put in my D sized breast forms and stepped into a pair of tan leather heels. I did my makeup and put on my favorite perfume and. His penis was full of urine, so I took the cream and baby wipes, and made him clean. When I pulled down his foreskin around the penis clean completely, I just thought that it is not enough Thilo punish only with fixation. He can not fight anyway. When I clean his testicles did it, I went back the second time his foreskin and put my lips right on the tip of his penis and then slowly pushed his cock into my mouth until I had merely to the testicle in his mouth. Thilo tried to scream, but did not. But I had a hand-me-down car, and summer jobs, and pocket money. Some of the pocket money went for the nudie mags, some went for other things – but some went for shaving cream.Shaving cream was the perfect friend for “temporary” cross-dressing. Alone when I got home after school, before the folks got home from their 9-to-5 jobs, I could take long showers. Or even some evenings, when they were glued in front of the television, I could take a long shower. The beauty of a long shower (and having.