We were rubbing our hands gently, looking into each other’s eyes.We were waiting to see who would make the next move. The lioness or gazelle. I was ...ervous as hell, I wanted to squeeze her big juicy tits, but she held my hand and allowed me only above her shoulders. She made the first move and came closer.We started out kissing on her bed. Tongues intertwined as her hands started to wander. Every time my hands tried to wander, she would push them back above my head. She finally told me to stay. A very long pause followed and she finally said, sure why not. Or something to that affect. We met at a movie theater that served food, wine and beer for our first date. T, was separated as I was. She had left her husband a little over a year prior to her going online to the dating web site. They went on a few dates after she left him to see if there was still something there that could be fixed, and for her, there was not. So she lived on her own, alone for a year. One day she was grocery. He was having fun with the transit and after lunch I saw him move it. I asked him why he moved it and he said that an existing post was blocking his view. I said "Well, I will help you figure out his new elevation." He said "No, don't you remember we did that this morning?" I couldn't convince him that moving the transit threw off his original elevation and he got mad. I mean really mad! He yelled "Alright wise guy! You do all this technical work! I'm dragging up!" Well, no one there tried to. I had an adrenalin rush and was so excited about dressing up for this stranger. In my emails and chats with San Diego man, we talked about me giving him oral, and then he was not interested in giving me oral. The meeting was planned; I would put on the panty hose, panties and bra. I would rub my nylon-clad legs against his legs he would get hard. I would perform fellatio for him, and we would both be happy.San Diego arrived and attended his business meeting. I got a call from him around 6.