I am many years too old for you. It is best we keep things between us as they are. I care for Joaquin and he loves me, I must think about both of our ...utures, yours and mine, and do the right thing, no matter how I feel.”Yeah, that’s what I figured. I nodded my head glumly and returned the conversation to events in San Elizario.Thursday morning found me back in San Elizario, visiting first with Judge Howard and then with Louis Cardis. Another night in jail had changed Howard’s attitude. “What are you drawing?” he asked.“Nothing,” she said.“It's something and it's something you don't want me to see.”“It's not finished.”“So, I'm your biggest fan,” he said. “Give me a sneak preview.”“I don't think you'll like it.”“How will I know without seeing it?”“I'd rather not show anybody.”“I'm not anybody, and now I really want to see it.”Gloria sat on the desk, on top of her pad. “No, you can't,” she said. “It's a secret.”“It's a secret, I won't like it, it's not done, which is it?”She. I'm reasonably gifted in that department – I wear a 12D – and I love it when guys squeeze them. Justin knew this, and after stroking it for a second or two, enjoying the feeling of the soft skin of my boob in his hand, he squeezed it until it hurt. I yelped in pain and gave him a kiss, holding his head in my hands."Did I squeeze too hard?" Yes, but just too hard enough." I said, smiling. "This was a good idea. The sunshine, the breeze, it's nice."Justin put both of his hands up my shirt,. I finally looked at my cards, and I had the three of clubs and the six of hearts. Instead of going back to rubbing my shaft through my undershorts, I pulled my tool out and started yanking on it openly in front of a girl half my age while I tried to decide how I would respond to her bet.I didn't even realize what I was doing until she said "That's a magnificent boner you've got for me." Thank you. I mean fuck! What am I doing?" I took my hand off my shaft and considered the cards once more..