" But you don't love him." He's a nice enough guy, but he isn't any good in bed and he keeps after me to have kids. I don't want any brats hanging ont... me." So what are you going to do with his life insurance and your share of the coins?" I vaguely remember you saying something about going to Jamaica for a while and setting me up for a gangbang on a sandy beach." Are you going to watch or leave the room?" I don't want to watch, but please make it quick and as painless as you can. I don't want. Whatever decision you make now, will need to be the way you want to look the rest of your life.”“But you said I had all the time I need - to make that decision - did you not?”“Yes, and though you still do, I’m not going to give you my opinion until you decide for yourself. What I suggest is, since you’ve had your other body for twenty-four years - give your new body a chance. Test it - test yourself - test your sexual appetite, now that you have a whole new menu to choose from.”“Lucien, you are. She hadn’t even noticed him staring at her. After thanking him for helping pick up the cards, I said, "Same time next weekend, don't forget." He assured us he'd be there. All I really wanted at this point was for him to get the hell out . When he finally left, I was so excited but nervous at the same time. It felt like my chest was about to explode. On the other hand, I almost felt sick to my stomach. What would my wife think? Not only my friend looking down her top, but I had even been. A metaphor for us but the truth for someone like Heather. What would be a hill for us would be a mountain for her. A number of the women got up and came over to her to give her a hug.She let go of my hand and placed both hers on the table in front of her and clasped them together. I sensed she was wondering if she had said too much. Been too open with her feelings. I was moved beyond words and all I wanted to do was take her in my arms and protect her from the things she feared.Janet reached.