Perhaps it was unnatural for girlhood notions to have been purged prematurely, and it led to a stifling nothingness. She understood none of it. An ins...inctive search for meaning hounded her that she could neither refuse nor disclose, even to herself. It was that primal urge that bade her eyes to follow Paul on his escape to the pine haven.It was no surprise that Glenda had never enjoyed the pleasures of the flesh. She was aware of her homeliness and accepted the matter-of-course disappointments. Their sometimes comedic battles growing up inevitably led to him being dubbed "the immovable object."During what would have otherwise been a quiet family dinner the night before Winston went back to school after his spring break, Jess dropped her sizeable bomb."I'm having breast augmentation surgery in three months. Right after I graduate. I want it over with before I start college in the fall." She said it casually like she was commenting on the weather and she did it just as Winston had stuck. ”Summer cocked her head. “Was she always like that? You said you knew her at school.”“I think so, although I didn’t realise it at the time. How could I? I never spoke two words to her, or anyone else.”She looked at me and an expression of sympathy drifted across her face. I hurried on, not wanting to get into my past. Even Phoebe was a safer topic than that.“I did notice something weird; I must admit. When we were on lunch or break time, she would always either be in a group or on her own. I. Subsequently, I never have too much of an emotional involvement in any of my relationships.I am extremely particular of my personal hygiene. I ensure that I am always clean. I take time out particularly for personal grooming.I wax myself twice a week atleast so that there is not a single strand of hair or a stubble where it does not need to be. I call myself relevantly fashionable and ensure that all my attires are perfect and extremely good looking.I am not really the fair types in looking. I.