It was no secret that I have a very high libido, with me almost demanding love-making EVERY day, and several times on some days when I was particularl... randy. Richard always said, and I apologise for the language, that I had an “insatiable cunt!”. The poor man often struggled to keep up with my sexual demands and was often very relieved to see me resort to one of the many vibrators and dildos he had bought me - to bring myself to an almost satisfactory sexual fruition. “Almost” satisfactory. One of the girls, Miranda sat and talked with me the most. We shared our histories, her dressing for almost 15 years and thought it was cute I've only been doing this for a few months. We talked about my Steve and her boyfriend Shawn. She came to blow off steam with her friends. Then she asked me why I was here.I hemmed and hawed around the subject, even going as far as saying I wanted to meet new friends that understand what I'm going through. After the second drink that she bought me... I. “Imagine I’m dead. What would you do then?” “Okay” he said, and disappeared into the kitchen. An hour later I called to him from the garden and asked how it was going. “Very well” he replied. “I had a lovely salad”.“What about me?” I asked. “I thought you were dead” he said.When I see lovers’ names carved in a tree, I don’t think it’s cute. I just think it’s crazy how many people bring knives on a date.There was a farmer who had a brown cow and a white cow and he wanted to get them bred, so. They said it was their way of paying me back for hosting the parties last year. I corrected them. "Shirley managed the food budget and Tammy bought the beer. I just paid the rent."Everyone asked about Charlie. I told them I would convey their concern to him. So far, I hadn't told anyone about his strange behavior. That would require my admitting that I knew what was bothering him.We talked about our classes while the two freshmen listened and took everything in. Laura told us that she was.