I heard the words and I understood them but I was suddenly cold, very cold, and I was sweating. My breath caught, sounds disappeared and then came roa...ing back louder than I thought possible. I had a hard time standing; yes I was standing. At hearing the words I seemed to stand up, I don't know why, I just did, and then I wanted to sit down. Then I wanted to go someplace to be alone. How could I go someplace when I could not even walk or breathe? I wanted to throw up and at the same time I. What do you want to do with it?’ asked my father. ‘I… haven’t given it much thought lately.’ I sounded surprised because I was. I was having dinner at home and nothing like this had ever come up in the thousands of dinners we had. They were mostly impersonal and boring. We usually talked about… I had no idea what we talked about. The conversations were so dry I barely paid attention. ‘I’m trying to figure out where to start you in the organization. I mean, it would certainly be easier to mentor. I turned around in front of the mirror and looked at my image andsaw how the bra did make my girl boobs look smaller, but they were stillpretty obvious. "I picked out a style that minimizes the size of yourchest, and I picked a neutral skin tone so they won't show if you wearany light clothing", she said, "But there's something else that will helptoo", and she handed me the second bag. I reached down into it andbrought out several sweaters and shirts. They were all in dark colors andcut fairly. Obviously the mattress was for me. They gently kissed me goodnight, and told me I had been an adequate sissy maid for my first day. Then, as I lay down on the mattress, I heard one of the sisters get upto go to the other's bed. I heard the bed creak a little, and then Iheard them moan softly. I went to sleep with delicious thoughts in myhead.The sisters woke me up the next morning and told me what they wantedfor breakfast. We were all still in our nightgowns, but mine did nothide my erect.