What a turn on, I was just starting to feel comfortable when two guys in military cammo came in and sat on a couch and just ignored the spectacle that...was me . . . within a minute or so the men around me started leaving and there I was exposed and alone again. A few minutes go by and eventually one of the two military guys got up and left, the other waited a minute or so and started looking around as to see where he was. He slowly and cautiously walked over and stood next to me and just watched. After the joke about pregnancy uncle made, he was nice enough to buy me the contraceptive pills that I took in secret (from my aunty). We only tried fucking with a condom once and I decided I hated it. Even though uncle was nice enough to put it on once in a while so we can have safe sex, I just did not like it at all.He would always say, “Oh I forgot to put the condom on in the heat of the moment and fucked you again bare Sweta.” I would just laugh it away and take the ipill later if I was not. Us mese ek msg priya(name changed) la bhi tha. Maine usko hi bheja aur usne bhi reply kiya. Fer hmare no. S exchange hue aur ohn calls krn lge. Ab phn calls sex tslk mai badal chuke the. Priya ek college student aur virgin thi. Woh chandigarh mai he apne ghar par rehte the. Usne mujhe kaha ke woh mukse chudwana chati hai. Hmne uske ghar par he milne ka plan bnaya. Uske ghar par uske papa, mama uski choti bhen aur woh the. Auski mummy housewife aur papa business man the. Choti bhen school mai. And all the help I got from others toward grades or whatever else I rarely even had to ask for. It was offered up on the altar of my beauty."It prevented me from gaining any understanding of responsibility. If I didn't do something, if I omitted something, if I didn't properly appreciate the things being done for me or given me, well, you know Ashley is so beautiful you really can't expect, fill in the blank."And could I ever ease up on the beauty? What could I do, put on less makeup?" You.