We were woken up by a knock on the door after an hours time as we had to leave to the station to catch our train.We left our friends house in his car ...o the railway station. It was an express train and had only 2 stops before our destination in the entire night. We were booked in 2tier and there were only 10 people including us in the entire bogie. It was 9 in the night when we boarded the train. Both of us were not sleepy as we had a good nap at my friends place. A nasty idea stuck my mind. As. . he usually just wore plain jeans and a shirt, plaid when it turned chilly, but no matter how cold, he was always out there.I became very weirdly curious about him ... after having lived there and seen him day in, day out for 6 months, I walked up to him as he was sitting on a walk, just looking out at the sea. His sheperd lifted her head and looked at me, and he casually followed her."Hi," I greeted warmly. He just gazed at me. "M'name's Matt ... seen you around here a lot ... mind if I sit. ..It was where she worked before the ninth month. I sat down in a dining chair and broke into tears. I felt relief and guilt about Mary Ann and Sparrow. Also an unbelievable sorrow about the three boys I had just locked up. How did they get so fucking twisted. I asked myself.I quickly left Mary Ann’s apartment before I burst into uncontrollable tears. Flooding the apartment with tears. Also, being found in her apartment unable to function, would be unforgivable. Dealing with a shit storm was a. Both boys shook their heads.“Well neither did I!” I announced angrily then leaned close in over the table as if confiding a secret. “Between you and me, we’re supposed to be trying for a baby. I’m supposed to be at my most fertile this week and where is he? Playing fucking golf when he should be fucking me.”I clasped my hand over my mouth as if I’d said something I shouldn’t. The two boys looked at each other and laughed.“You’re not shy Mrs. Preston, are you?” Carl put his hand on my thigh. I.