She was cooking dinner while Mamma rested in the other room. Mary had taken over supper, full time, to let Mamma rest from working in the fields along...ide Bobby all day.Supper was a noisy affair, what with seven girls all trying to talk at the same time. Mamma sat and listned to them, smiling a lot. She got up to get more cornbread from the oven, and ruffled her son’s hair.“Harvest will be done soon,” she said, easing herself back into her chair. “We’ll finally be able to take it easy for a. It’s really very frustrating that even after English and ayurvedic medicines, spiritual poojas also I couldn’t fulfill my dire need to mother a baby.With all these frustrations I sometimes think to have sex with a different guy with a motto to conceive. During this period I saw madhan in a park. I used to go the park near to my home daily from around 6 to 6:45 p.m., madhan is a tall healthy guy who used to walk briskly with long strides covering my one round with his three.Madhan used to look. "Then I have to crush the potassium crystal into the bowl, squeeze the juice from the gooseberries into it, add two cups of water and walnut powder. I must then stir the mixture until it turns purple and say:"Juice of berry and powder of nutCombine with water from HeavenAnd rock from the bowels of Hell,A lightning bolt to mix them well,To form a mind and body enhancing spell!"I shuddered as I read Subomar's formula, especially when I realized I had to do a final step after reciting the chant . " Well, ... she suspects." Mom stated. "What if she does suspect, but doesn't care? Or even better, ... or worse, ... likes the idea, or is turned on by the idea?" Did she say something?" Mom asked me."She told me that she was excited to watch us 'sexy tease each other'." I chuckled. "I love the way she speaks English; totally charming." Mom smiled at that. "She's an adorable girl." After another long pause she said, "Do you think she might be turned on by the idea of us, ... together?"I just.