" Promises, promises" she giggled and jumped out of bed.After breakfast I went outside and got busy in the yard. As I cut the grass and pulled weeds o...t of the flowerbeds I wondered what Penny would do. She knew what I was thinking, or had been thinking anyway and she had admitted that Mark being at the lounge was a set up. If she picked him for the night would I see it as Mark being her lover and would it make me even more suspicious? If she went with Dave would I think she went with him to. She has her body but she knows he has a body too. When she saw his body she stared probably way too long at it. That chest, those biceps, and God overall he just stood out in every way possible. A decision had been made. They were all going to go to a movie together that night. He personally didn’t care but he didn’t want to be the outsider and Samantha was telling herself hell yes if he’s going then I’m going too. And once she saw him, without his shirt on, she knew she wanted to sit right. I hadn’t cared if the door was open. I hadn’t cared who was outside and might see me. I just dropped my pants and sat.That’s what being in the hospital for so long has done to me. It’s taken away my sense of privacy. I have no modesty anymore. I figure I could walk around the hospital naked as a jay-bird and it wouldn’t worry me. I didn’t used to be like that.Bec was standing there and staring off into space and the nurse made herself comfortable on the little shower stool while I peed. I. It was not a guilty secret, but more of a new private indulgence. Unfortunately the next few times the men came, circumstances meant that nothing could happened as I either had visitors round or Eddie was at home, but it didn’t matter, all was friendly and relaxed.One day the older of the two men, Billy, quietly told me, “If you would like us to call round to do other jobs beside the garden, just phone!”The tone of his voice and the look in his eye when he emphasised the word “jobs” said it.