Eighteen months ago I had promised myself I would lose at least one hundred fifty lbs. From the fit of the pants, I knew I had lost at least that much... Perhaps more, and maybe even a lot more.If I had been dedicated to my plan before, I knew I'd be obsessed from then on.(Eighteen months earlier... )The snap on my pants was the last straw.I was huffing, puffing, wheezing from the exertion of bringing six bags of groceries from the trunk of the car into the house. Shit, from the garage into the. Now i and she was alone in room and watching the movie. Now i planed to move further so said “i’m getting tired and need to lay down please bring a pillow”, but she refused and said “you get it your self i’m watching the movie ddlj” so i said ok i’ll sleep on your knee and just put my head on her knee. After 10 minuts i started to play wit her footshole so she just murmured “don’t do this it happen some thing to me….gudguddy” but i was doing it again and again so she also started and doing the. Hearing the heavy panting and moaning, I had to peek. My date had been kissing me for a while, so I turned my face, so my neck was there for him. Then through eye slits, I watch what was happening. I didn’t want them to know I was watching, being such a voyeur, but I could not tear my eyes away. I should say that this resulted in my having a hickey on my neck from my date, which required I wore turtlenecks for a few days.As I watched, the date unbuttoned Maude’s blouse lifted her bra, and. ’ ‘A price?’ ‘For you, a very high price, Barbara: the gradual loss of your free will.’ ‘Impossible!’ ‘Not at all, Honey. That’s how they enslaved me: with sex. I had gone to a bar one night after getting off duty, looking for a little action when I started to feel really raunchy. I found out later the bartender had been bribed to spike my drink with testosterone, as I did your tea last night. In just a few minutes I was sitting there practically coming in my pants. I didn’t know who he was,.