.All my Senses, all my thoughts, all my feelings, all those screaming in my mindSaying that I am a girl !!But my mind couldn’t understand it, everyt...ing, everyone & everything around me says am a boyI understand am gay boy but that not make me a girlTill that night ……..It wasn’t a long time in that gang, till I had bigger circles of friends, friends who share the same desires and feelings Some were boy and some where girlsAnd in that circles bottoms and girls are close to each other , it's just. ." Lana abruptly cut off what she was going to say as the land line rang at that moment. Annoyed at the interruption--at a quarter to eight in the evening, no less--she took a sip of wine as I stood and walked to get the phone from the wall in the kitchen entryway where it was mounted."Hey! Maddux; are you and Lana watching Fox right now?" It was Zach Taylor's voice. "If not, you really need to turn it on and see what is going down!" Okay, Zach, hang on," I said, putting the phone on speaker. To his discredit he has continually shirked the responsibility and paid for nannies and the like to care for them. (He is still proving what kind of asshole he can be.) Although I had never met them in person I have seen pictures of them many times, and they know who we are via the same sort of intel. So now I guess its our turn to raise them for a while. I could tell that Kayko was a little uncomfortable in asking me about this. She would only glance up to look me in the eye for a second. As I clenched against him the look of pure evil on his face frightened me. I was in excruciating pain, a pure unrelenting agony and this man I thought could be a lover was revelling in my torture. He held himself with the head of his enormous penis implanted in my anus and stretching me beyond imagination. After what seemed like a lifetime of anguish the pain began to ease and I relaxed a little. Soon he was sliding himself in and out, all the way out then back in. Each time as my anus opened.