“I bet you got hard just listening to me get off. I bet you wished you was here and not at work. Don’t you?”“You’re such a tease,” was my ...nly response that I could come up with at the time. Fully enjoying her game, seeing where this was going to lead, I think was more arousing to me.“I will tell you what,” Carol said.“What?” I asked.“How would you like to feel how wet my pussy is right now?” asked Carol.“Only a fool would turn that down. Of course I want to feel how wet it is,” I said.“Okay. I. V? Diane? Please, please help me. Ive never kissed a girl before. Ive never touched a breast. Please? His eyes begged her. His bottom lip trembled a little as he started to move his hand back to her breast. Diane looked at her boy, her young man. She had so much love for him, she would give up her life for him. Right now, she was filled with the need to make his pain go away. But sweetness, do you understand I want your first time to be special? It should be with someone you love, not with an. Turning the faucet on, letting the water run warm.Thump. Slipping off my robe as the bath starts to fill. Thump, sliding into the bath, it is just the right temperature.Thump. Giggling, I have always loved the bath. No one, not even Ryan, knows why.Silence. I think she must have mis-hit. Or maybe she is finished. Ryan, I think, my love, my fiancé. I whisper, “I love you, Ryan. I am sorry. She is so tempting, but no more kisses.”My hand brushes a nipple, and it feels so good. Sliding my body. As I stood there, I had what my Language Arts teacher would have said was an epiphany. That sad pile of bits and pieces, odds and ends, which had meant so much to us in years gone by, now looked like a pile of junk. What in our imaginations had been the furnishings of our make believe castle was, in reality, just trash that belonged in a landfill. It was just like our lives. In years gone by, there was nobody I was closer to than Valerie, but in the cold light of modernity, there was a chasm.