You see, Amber is five months pregnant. Its definitely not mine. She's said to me that there must have been something wrong with one of my rubbers and...that's how I got her pregnant. I, of course, know better. I know that it's definitely black. Since that first time, I have watched her many times with her black lover. Its painful for me to watch and I don't know how to explain it but somehow deep down, I WANT to see her with her ebony lovers. I confess that it makes me hard and I have actually. " She exclaimed.My eyes focused on her pointing the camcorder right at my face. Each thrust from behind was shaking my body causing me to moan and groan. You could hear our bodies smacking against each other just like a porno movie. She extended her hand towards my mouth touching my lips lightly while she held the camcorder in the other hand. She said, "This oiled up whore can take it up the ass like a pro, but you have another hole to fill -- don't you?" The smacking wet sounds continued as my. At the back most of it is bare, it has just like a strap of the bra at the back. I called honey in to the room and asked him are you happy. He said you are more beautiful and gorgeous than ever mom and gave the flowers he bought and went and sat at the edge of the bed. I kept the flowers and turned towards him and went near him and ran fingers through his hair and said you know how to make your mom looks beautiful and took his face and hit it against my breasts and hugged him. He too hugged me. With a start, I realised that deep down I didwant to go into the pub. I wanted to be seen by people in my alter-ego asCarolyn Philippa Ellsbrough. I wanted to be spoken to and be complimentedas a woman. I wanted to be bought a drink by a man. I wanted a man tochat me up. I wanted...I shook my head to clear it of the train of thought that had suddenlyappeared. Dear god, what just happened there?Elaine sensed my unease. "Are you OK, Carolyn?" she asked."Yes, I think so. It's just..." You're.