During the night, he would fuck me. After fucking me, the Major held me in his arms as we slept. Soon, I started to enjoy his company and looked forw...rd to seeing him. Don't get me wrong, I still hated having to do the sexual acts with him. The fact that I derived physical pleasure from the acts made it even worse. It was worse because it made me feel more guilty and dirty. But despite this shame and guilt, I started to enjoy his friendly personality. I think that under different. She's my friend, and not my girlfriend’s I thought to myself.I tried my hardest not to get a boner, even though she’s my friend but I’m still a human being with normal urges. I mean she was a very attractive woman, it’s like she was purposely doing it. Also, she loved giving me hugs every day, so I didn't think anything of it. “So Roy wanna hang out at my house after class?”“Oh, sure, Laura, I’ll definitely be there.”I thought nothing of it because we always hung out at her house. I still was. First, of course, was this adventure of running Trafalgar against real quality thoroughbreds, and over a full mile, two furlongs further than his earlier win. Jockey Nate had been sure the horse could manage that, and their training sessions over recent weeks had confirmed that.All the runners in this trophy race being two-year-olds the Jockey Club would not support it, but recognising that trainers needed to prepare their animals for the following year they did not object to a self-financing. But her eyes were still red.“I’m not leaving till I know he’s not going to hit you again”, I said.She didn’t say anything. She stopped caressing my hair. She had an odd expression on her face.“Leave, Nikhil. I don’t want you to stay here. If he comes back and finds you still here, he’ll be mad at you too and then he’ll be angrier at me.”“Why are you accepting this? Why do you not stand up against him?”“Nikhil, there’s just some things that you won’t understand.”“Then help me understand.”She.