‘That’s the point. I didn’t think my fear was normal and I didn’t want you to think I was crazy or something. I just bottled it all up. I coul...n’t talk about it, not to anyone, not even doctors. I didn’t know anyone else like it and I thought I must be odd. So,’ and now Veronica’s words were punctuated by sobs, ‘I hid it from everyone, including you, my loving husband.’ I left my chair and put an arm around her shoulders. I bent and rested a cheek on top of her head as she slid an arm around my. "Take off your shoes and stay a while," he says to me, a little bit more playful this time, and I can't help but smile at the irony. We both know that I won't be leaving here for quite some time. I slip off my black patent pumps and straighten up, feeling vulnerable bent over. He inspects my outfit carefully, making sure I'm wearing what he instructed. Of course I did, I think. I learned that lesson already. I can feel his gaze on my simple black dress, short, low-cut, and hugging my curves. A – Yes! The voice – Hello Alix, this is John speaking. How are you? A – Well, thanks, and you? J – I was wondering if I could come and visit you and Ludivine, I’m free for the time being. A – Yeah, why not, you come when it is the most convenient to you. J – OK, just the time to pack something, in about an hour, OK? A – That’s fine, see you John! L – John, our cousin who we haven’t seen in years, how come that he contacts us just now? A – I don’t know, wait and see. Saying that, she continues. I am nervous and excited when I hear you moving through the house. When you walk into the bedroom, soft red light fills the room and candle light cast soft shadows. Sensual pop/rock beats in the background, songs of love, sex, and desire. Laying in the bed is a woman. My arms overhead leave me exposed, inviting. Dark brown hair falls soft on pillows. Deep brown eyes reflect an open heart and love with a sparkle of desire. Sensuous red lips, parted turn into a shy grin. A slight blush rises to.