She knew how clever Jessika could be with words and hadn’t trusted her senses enough to try and confront the situation, so she’d run – all the w...y to University and signed up on the next Jurassic expedition.But that was eight days ago – a lifetime, perhaps. Vanessa had learned a great deal about herself in these last few days, and was more willing to hear what Jessie might say, although she doubted her ability to make a rational decision regarding Jessie; her anxious love for the woman. Her cartoonesque figure was still as eye-catching as ever. When she walked into a room all eyes, male and female would cast furtive glances toward her direction. She always dressed extremely provocatively yet outstandingly classy. On lesser women her dress sense would be described as sluttish, yet she could present the apparel sophisticatedly with consummate ease.His mind racing he picked up the phone and began to dial his home number.As professionally as the office she answered within three. ‘Would you try the second?’ she asked eventually. ‘If I knew how to do it.’ ‘And the first?’ I held her a little tighter. ‘Isn’t this obvious enough?’ She started crying softly. ‘Why?’ ‘Why not?’ I said. ‘I can’t help but find you cute. I also want to draw your smooth curves.’ ‘But you always draw those busty models.’ ‘Those are for my customers. I want to draw you only for myself. I don’t want to reveal you to other men. I’m just jealous that way.’ She chuckled, wiping her eyes. ‘You’re nuts.’. Only two more days and he'll be home again and what a time we'll have rolling about naked on our big bed.I finished my white wine so I moved to get a refill, then back to my memories. I suppose everybody has some dark secrets in their life, I'm no different. I've done things I'm too ashamed to ever admit to even to myself. This modern world holds too many temptations to the young and I'm afraid I fell into most of them.My very first every sexual thrill was knowing my older brother was spying on.