There isn’t any pressure on me to say the exact right things or I will lose out on any chance I may have had to get laid. Plus it feels really nice ...aving only my dick being the only part we have touching each other as we sit here naked talking.”Unexpectedly, she pulled me into a big hug as she mostly climbed up into my lap. My limp dick was pushed up against her pussy and her tits were mashed into my chest. There was no way I could miss her two nipples turning into two hard pebbles boring in. I had never had sex with a man although I had fantasized about it many times. I often asked myself why I had never done anything about it. And the answer I always gave was that it just never happened. I was happy and comfortable in my life and didn't want to mess up my life by doing something stupid. So I never went looking for it and it never found me.Until today.My life was normal, predictable and run of the mill only two hours ago. But that was before I sucked three black cocks and I loved. I was already approaching the newspaper building when I started to askmyself more seriously what I was about to do. How could I look at Harryagain? Had I come back to forgive him? Could he forgive me, indeed? Mostprobably he would consider me a stupid kid that didn't knew what I wanted...and surely he would be right.I blamed myself for being so silly and decided to leave all this and flyaway to Boston again. But instead I entered another bar, had my cup oftea, and went to the restrooms to wash. Some might think that not having sex with Mara for all this time has been some sort of perverse exercise in masochism on my part, but they would be wrong about that. But I find it difficult to explain exactly why that isn't the case. Something deep down inside of me is something that want whats happening. With that thought uppermost in my mind, I'm feeling the powerful urge, the necessity even, to have an orgasm. It's been that, that has helped relieve what stress I might have otherwise had as.