Was ist nur mit mir los? Ich kann doch nicht meine Cousine so anstarren wie die Mädchen aus meiner Klasse, denke ich bei mir, tue es aber trotzdem we...ter. Meine Augen gieren nach ihr. Unter dem Rock zeigen sich zwei schlanke, nicht zu lange Beine. 160cm oder 170cm müsste sie groß sein, denke ich. Sie ist nicht zierlich, kein sie ist kein Supermodel, doch sie ist wirklich hübsch, hat etwas Süßes an sich, etwas Besonderes. Als ich ihre glatten Beine und rasierten achseln sehe, frage ich mich ob. .” she stumbled, “yoo veddy big mun….gown too leetle…I give you BEEG gown”. I said “Suzie, just call me Mac……..that’s what the rest of the world calls me.” Suzie smiled and replied “Hokay, Missa Mac….” and handed me a larger gown and instructed me to tie it in the front but to leave my chest bare so she could attach the EKG electrodes. Suzie excused herself so I could change gowns in private. When she shut the door, I changed from the smaller, rear open, frock to the. So i didn’t look when he turned around. even though i wanted too.we got back from the trip and i managed to get his cell phone number. i called him a few days after camp and asked him if he wanted to hang out. he agreed and decided me him and another one of his buddy’s would stay at his house. i didn’t know who drew was and was a little shy towards meeting new people but i agreed, just to be with alex. i got to alex’s house, and found drew being a dumb ass in a tree 2 stories high about to jump. The problem turned out to be that I couldn't turn it off once I turned it on. I wanted to feel something more than just talking about sex and here I was almost fixated on my stepdad. I knew that mom and Mike were majorly fucking, what a nasty word that was, but I would have to be deaf not to hear them. And now that my body was making me think about 'it, ' dream about 'it, ' want 'it, ' I quit feeling so icky about mom doing 'it' and started thinking about me doing 'it.' Yeah, doing it with.