"Don't lie," Alya laughed. "You were hoping I would fall for you, weren't you?" Well, I knew that Lissa..." she began, then cut herself off."You knew ...hat?" asked Alya.Meg glanced at Lissa, as if unsure what to say. Lissa came to her rescue with a half-truth. "I confessed to Meg before the break that I was starting to have romantic feelings for you. I asked for her advice. Kind of like you asked for Monique's." I'm guessing Meg's advice was a little more specific," said Alya."A lot more. Plus, I never had anyone to grieve with. Every one close to me was gone. Kim acted sympathetic, but I could sense she never really gave a rat’s butt about it.Now, twenty months later I sat here, surrounded by families I’d known since childhood, the friends I’d made here, the friends my parents had made. Plus I now had Carrie and Sarah. It hit me like a physical blow. I was with family now, and I could let my grief go.So I broke down and cried like a baby, for my parents who never got to enjoy. She’d eat breakfast with us, spend a bit of time with the kids, then sleep. Keeping the odd schedule was the only way for her to not be completely wiped out by the night shifts. They got out of bed and followed me into the bathroom. I stripped off my clothes and got into the shower.“Did you work things out with Lyudmila?” Jessica asked.“Yes. We have the outline of a plan. It’s probably going to take two years to put everything into motion.”“You were VERY circumspect about your time with her,”. ”Main – “Ye to kuch bhi nahi asli kam to abhi baki hai. Pehle apni chut ko wash karke aao ya fir acche se kapde se saf kardo.”Woh –“Main abhi washroom jake aati hu waise bhi pi karne ka man kar raha hai.”Main – “Phone leke jao washroom mein please.”Woh -“Kyu? Aa rahi hu 2 minute mein ruko to sahi.”Main – “Nahi mujhe tumhari chut se nikalte mut ki jo awaaz hoti hai woh sun ni hai.”Who – “Chi kitne gande ho tum aisa kaun karta hai ?”Main – “Tumhe bata raha hu utna karo na jan please.”Woh – “Accha.