As her brain assimilated all the new sights and sounds around her she felt Hawk’s hands gently caress her upper arms. It felt so loving and tender i... almost caused her to grab her ‘man’ and drag him off to bed. Unfortunately, the thought led to memories of the rape and slavery by the real Robert Gray Hawk and his parents.Hawk felt her shudder, and asked, “Are you OK?”“Yes and no, my husband. My heart wants to drag you into that bed and not leave this room for the next week or so. Unfortunately,. You rub your cock on my ass cheeks, still pink and flushed. You take the tip of your cock and wet it from my dripping pussy. You rim my asshole with your cock, just teasing me with the head. You slap your cock on my clit and tell me that you want to hear me beg for it. You pull the belt tight again and release it. I am so afraid to speak so you tug the belt again a little longer this time and you bite my neck. You say, I said BEG for it. I then whisper to you pleading for you to give it to me.. She just couldn’t feel comfortable and just let nature happen. Why was it so hard? Why the guilt? She knew it shouldn’t bother her, but sex was just one of those things that overwhelmed her. Birth control, STDs, sluts, virgins, whores, nymphomaniacs, pre-marital, sin, adultery, laws, bi-sexuals, homosexuals, heterosexuals, flirting, celibacy, players, one-night stands, bondage, fetish, kama sutra, spanking, hand-cuffs…it just made her want to scream, but she couldn’t help be fascinated by it. Unit by unit, there were gaps in the ranks where soldiers had fallen out.They went over to the mess hall for breakfast. Again, she was cheered when she came out of the serving area into the mess hall itself. The men had all seen the senior officers pass them on the trail. That morning there were over 100 requests for transfer, including all the girls in the office except Pfc Smith. Kelly had appointed a division adjutant and suggested to him that Smith be promoted to sergeant. He agreed with.