I had beenusing female bath products all the time on holiday and had grown to lovethe fragrance they gave off. I then started on my makeup. By now I w...sgetting quite proficient at applying all the different products. (And so Ishould; I had spent hours in front of the mirror practicing!) But tonightwas different; I wanted to get my makeup just right; not 'slutty' - thatwould only encourage unwanted attention, but appropriately sophisticatedand elegant to impress the other 'girls' that I know. He was white under his clothes, his fair skin could not take exposure to sun, and he was filled with the silence a farm boy has, that quiet unquestioned thing of him, to listen to animals and the land and the clock of the day and night and his own and to respect them and to know what they are saying in a soft silent way, and I loved him, and I rolled to the side and took his penis in my hand and it was a warm penis and it was my Joel’s and he unzipped me and took out my penis that hardened more. As I started to develop, I watched and willed my body to grow, for my breasts to develop. Just about everyday I'd look at myself in the mirror to see if they had developed from the day before. Lying on my bed, I'd fondle and massage them. Have my little fantasies with my imaginary men, my finger slowing stroking my pussy, pressing inside it and murmuring the name of the boy or man I fancied I was with."Oh Peter... Peter... please... please" I'd softly murmur and moan, my finger rubbing my clit,. “Why didn’t you tell me? Why did you hide it from me? We’ve shared everything?”Melissa put her arms around me. “I honestly didn’t know how you would feel about me touching myself. That’s why I never did it in front of you. I was scared you wouldn’t understand.”“Melissa, there’s nothing you could ever do that I wouldn’t understand. You are part of me. You’re my other half.”We didn’t get much further because Mom called us for dinner. After eating, we watched a movie with our parents and only when.