They also did their best to make a little brother or sister for me. Alas, that was not to be.Mom got sick when I was twelve. She tried to shrug it off...at first, then blame it on something going around the office but after several months Dad forced her to go to the doctor. He sent her to see a specialist and three months later she was in the hospital for chemo. She saw me turn fourteen but it was from her bed. It was difficult for her to talk but nothing could wipe that smile and the look of. I pulled out two pelican cases I had overlooked under the monitor desk.She asked as I opened them, “What are LAPD and SWAT?”“Starting easy, I see,” I laughed. “Los Angeles Police Department and Special Weapons and Tactics are an elite assault squad of officers from the Police Department.” “Holy shit,” slipped from my lips after I opened the first case.“What is it?” she asked as I stared into the case.“Grenades, and a lot of them. They shouldn’t be here.” I replied. Inside was twenty 9-bang. I wanted to explain that to my daughters.The problem was it stuck with me. A lot of men might not understand it but I'm sure the women readers do. It's something you never forget even though you want to in the worst way. It was part of the reason I had a hard time touching Bob's penis, even though I did a number of times. I just couldn't give him oral sex. It hurt me because he always did it to me and I loved it.Bob also mentioned that I didn't want to travel with him. That wasn't totally. "I felt trapped. Diane had seen through me and I didn't know what to do."Don't worry Alex. We have all been falling for you, and we think that Inez is the perfect match. The fact that you are giving us all a new life is just icing on the cake. We'll run the club for you and for ourselves, but you need to realize that you can be cared about. We may have started this because of the money, but after spending time with you the money was secondary. You are a good man and we want to be with you."By.