"April peered up from behind her hands and sniffled. "Hi Marion," Iresponded with a curt nod.As she stared intently at Moll's and me through tearful e...es sheblubbered, "I want you to know that I acted badly and hurt you, I knowthat and I have no excuse."She broke down completely tears flowing like the big muddy, and ittook her a while before carrying on. "Marion I did it purposefully, Iwanted to hurt you. I blamed you for everything that went wrong in mylife. You were moms' favourite, you were. She was saying things about it, indefinite, erotic things. I arched my back and she slithered to my bumhole. She curled her tongue there.It was so intimate and so thrilling that as soon as I came I was miserable.‘I’m not ashamed,’ I said. ‘But I don’t know who I am anymore.’Anna stroked my arm. ‘Don’t think about it. I’m as fucked up as anybody.’ We were getting ready side-by-side at the sink. My hair was in a French braid. I borrowed her lipstick to turn my lips as red as hers. We watched each. I looked over at him. Only then I realized he’d not touched the woman who was with us in any sexual way at all. ‘Peter, did you touch her? Did you want her? Did it excite you watching a woman performing oral sex on me?’ ‘I didn’t want her. I barely noticed her. Getting my monies worth was my interest there.’ He rolled over on his side. His penis’ hung down, the tip of it curing on to the bed, as he kept talking to me. ‘I wanted you to realize I didn’t want her. When she’s there, when she is in. “So Beth, I hear you’re fucking Jeff now. You’re own brother-in-law, how sick is that ?”, he laughed. “Well first Lance, you have no room to criticize anyone. You cheated on me throughout our entire marriage.”, she replied, “But to be honest, I could care less about what you think. I stop caring years ago.” Before he could replied, she continued her verbal assault. “I will tell you this Lance. Jeff makes me feel special, every minute of everyday. My feelings, my happiness are first in his.