The 4 pills had me crazy.“Saale khada kya hai, himmat nahin hai 18 saal ki ladki ko chodne ka.” Hearing this he got really angry. “Rand ruk tujh... dikhata hun. Aaj tere badan mein itna daag karunga, saali jab bhi nangi hogi, mujhe yaad rakhegi.” He jumped on me and was about to kiss me, but I had something more in mind.I decided to tease him even more. I just moved and ran away. He came running after me and I kept dodging him. After 5 minutes he caught me and lay me down on the bed facing down.. On the sixth day, I found time in the late evening. The other Zavalan girl was asleep when I walked in. There was a thick bandage around her chest, but I could tell that, like Emmy, the girl didn’t have much bust underneath. I was beginning to think that these people on average had smaller breasts than Clan women. It wasn’t a bad thing, just different.Emmy was still awake and sat up when she spotted me. I asked how she was doing, and she responded cheerfully that she was feeling much. My face was pinched, I was starting to look like one of my images: I had names for them: ‘little girl in the dirt,’ ‘the pit,’ ‘the woodpile,’ too many pictures, too many names. Gene came back and I asked him what I could do. He started to shake his head, he wasn’t dumb. But I stood up and asked what needed to be done. He could see the small thread of pride I was holding on to – knowing that if this thread broke then I would too. ‘If you could take all the empties out in the alley, also the. ...-----------I woke up again to the sound of Becky whispering. This time, I really couldn't open my eyes very much, but I did enough to see her talking to David. I didn't hear exactly what she was saying until she said, "Go back to your seat, wait a minute and then go." David nodded and walked back down the aisle. Becky looked at me, with a very guilty look on her face, and after thinking I was asleep, stood up and walked up the front of the plane. About a second later, I saw David walk past,.