That may have been what spooked Sharon.Soon after attending those swinger sessions, she became less interested in the cuckold stories and stopped read...ng them with me, as our sex life dwindled again. She never wanted to discuss why she had a change of heart. I assumed that she was either afraid of what kind of wife she would become if we got started, or maybe she was concerned about losing me to another woman. I became frustrated at that point, knowing that I would likely never have a chance to. I went in to the shop and was about to purchase a couple of X rated pirated vcds and suddenly saw my students coming in a group towards the shop where I was making purchase. To save myself from the embarrassment, I came out of the shop and did not dare get in again to purchase them. Afterwards we again had snacks and returned home and children slept immediately as they were tired. Me and my wife sat before the TV and started watching the late night movie in the cable channel and both of us got. I got a job assisting George, a management consultant, who was doing well organising various expanding agricultural and commercial businesses. He was a good instructor and I was a rapid learner so we did well and things were booming for us. I had taken a couple of rooms in a central hotel that had been built on spec for a tourist trade that never quite materialised and the management were pleased to be breaking even on them.Then disaster. My boss was diagnosed with a form of cancer that then. Mary but dear lord, was she smoking hot, she was 5'6 blonde hair. A smile that gave a " girl next door" vibe from her friendly personality.And her body... She was athletic. possibly a climber or a runner?. Very in shape... Looked very firm.She dressed a bit tomboyish, but somedays you can really see her figure...I wanted to ask her out, but a number of things discouraged me.The real nail in the coffin was that she had a boyfriend. So i just didn't bother chasing her.I may be a secret horny.