I whined about doing chores, and helping out. A wave of pain from the inside out hit me, and I sobbed.?You see it don?t you?? He asked firmly.I did,...but I didn?t want to believe it. I didn?t answer. ?Fine? He said ?Then you will serve as what you are.? I felt someone else starting to piss on me. Then a hand grabbed me by the hair and held my face up. I felt someone SPIT in my face. I was DISGUSTED?and yet at the same time, all the guilt, all the hurt I felt from the past years?I felt I. That's what Becky paid you isn't it? A million dollars... to have me fall in love with you and keep me from dying off?" At first... but not now." Oh? What's changed then?" I... I... really fell in love with you John. Honestly... I did. I even told Becky that a while back. I told her that I had fallen in love with you... and that I was scared that you'd find out about my past and dump me like a hot potato. I was and have been afraid that this particular day would come... as it has." You love me?. Most were repeat customers. And a few of them that I really liked I didn't even charge. Just let me know when they were coming by and I would be legs up and ass open at the designated time.This guy heard of me from one of my regulars. Apparently he was an old friend that was in town for some reason. My regular mentioned it after he had pumped his 47th load up me (I kept meticulous records) and that his friend wanted to meet me. Who am I to say no? So I told him he could contact me to set up a. " I love you too, Jackie." At least the tension was out of her voice. "Jesus, my boyfriend is on the lam!" She giggled. I laughed too so she could hear me before I cut off the phone, but it wasn't really all that funny. I guessed it isn't when you're the one on the lam.I hadn't even put the phone down when it rang again. When I checked the display it gave an unfamiliar number. Ashley. If I needed any proof that he was listening to Lee's calls this would do it, he'd dialed as soon as we quit.