You're making it so it's going to split up." Joyce was angry and frustrated. I had already started realizing how much effort she had been putting into...trying to keep everything together while I was gone. Brenda was upset too. Only Emily didn't look upset. Shirley had gone over and picked up her sleeping baby. She was sitting on the other couch, holding her son, rocking back and forth with him. She looked over at me and then back to her son's face."We don't all want the same thing. It doesn't. He had a decent job working for a cable company, a girlfriend, and a spare room which he offered to let me use. I figured why not? I'd always wanted to visit California. Even Penny said the time apart would do us good. With the package from my company, I could take a vacation at my own pace, the whole summer and more. And who didn't want to surf off the California coast? I flew out and spent the first few days settling in. Manny knew a guy who knew a guy and got me a good deal on a used car so. Using his belt and mine from my robe he stretched my arms out tying them to the sconces at both sides. He then sat in his big chair facing me and returned to stroking his wonderful cock. I couldn’t hold still and begged him to fuck me and there was my mistake. He was still looking for me to beg his forgiveness, but instead I reinforced my slutness. He stood up and came near me, reaching out taking my soaked pussy in his hand. He asked if I was his slut girl. I responded yes, yes I’ll do. Life has been good.I have always shared my fantasies with Jeanne but she claims not to have any of her own. The one fantasy I have had was to know that she had taken a lover, somebody who she was comfortable with for recreational sex. "Not me", she would say. "That's not me. I only need you."A week ago, I came home from work and immediately I knew something was different. Jeanne was very quiet, not asking the same questions she would ask every day about mine. I asked about her day. "It was.