’ Jay knew that he was that piece of self-will, that little tiny part of him that still resisted. Part of him wondered if he wasn’t still under Ma...ilda’s control, if this room wasn’t the illusion and the real him was naked in Matilda’s bedroom, talking to her…but then he took a sip of his instant coffee and grimaced. No illusion could taste that bad. But the memory continued to unfold behind his eyes. He was hearing himself speak to her with free will for the first time in a year. ‘…feels. . Am not going t do any thing ..She:- if you do then ( agar kiya to??)Me :- if I do take it casually hahaha( agar kiya to casually le lena ) with a twinkling smile in whats appShe:- ha ha haMe :- kyun karna hai kya ? But don’t worry I wont do to you .She:- you cant . It requires guts.Me :- oh common .. Don’t challenge me !!!!She :- challenge…… Do it in office if you have guts……Me :- ok. But you will have to co-operate.She :- buddhu …. When I am saying its clear that I want it . Its just like I. I jacked off a lot thinking of her, especially when Josh’s bed was thumping.With that familiarity I easily picked up where he left off since she and I were both in summer classes. We had sex on the first date and it was terrific. That lasted through the next year and we realized we were a good couple for the long term.Marriage followed graduation and we got jobs and a place to live. All the usual stuff. We were going to put off having kids for a few years.Josh invited us to dinner at his hotel. Leave it to a Marine to assault two eggs, instead of the usual one.She hadn't planned the delivery. She was just going to see what happened. If I wanted to go to Lamaze classes with her, she'd be happy to do that. If she ended up needing drugs to survive, then that wasn't the end of the world, from her perspective.She needed pretty much everything for after the birth, in terms of furniture. The girls had thrown her a baby shower and, being poor college girls, they had stuck to basics like.