I suspect that it will be a long time before I don't get choked up just thinking about being a welcome member of this loving group of close friends.I'...e met Chaz only once and Jan only twice. Admittedly they turned into very intimate meetings. But these people have accepted Gregg and me into their midst without reservation and I now enjoy a feeling of belonging that I've never experienced before.Jan finally got dressed after Chaz showed up. We decided to walk to our new home since it's less. “IT’S ME, I have made such a mess out of your life and now you are giving up your career because of me,” I cried out as tears ran down my face.John wrapped his arm around me tightly as he replied, “You are the best thing in my life, and as to my career have I ever told you that I wanted to play football for the rest of my life.”I had never thought about it until then but he was right I never heard him tell anyone that he wanted to play football at a professional level. I had always just thought. Stan goaded and teased me throughout dinner. Finally I figured what the hell. Nobody knows me here. I'll never be back again. Why not?We went back to our motel. I showered, shaved my legs and pits, powdered up, and dressed. I wore plain white high cut cotton panties. Not quite a thong, but tight, and thin. If the light was bright enough, it was obvious I was a natural brunette. A white cotton front-hook bra; almost see through, but not quite. Erect nipples would be obvious in that little. Occasionally one free hand would wander over Suzanne's hips and stomach, sometimes reaching up to her mountainous boobs, but that was the only diversion from her single minded purpose.Before long, Suzanne thought, This is no good! Or I should say, it's far too good! Amy's driving me straight to heaven, but what am I doing for her? I so badly want to give her the best climax ever, but my hands, my body, everything feels like jelly. I'm totally helpless in the face of her pussy onslaught. I have.