When I could finally breathe again, I said, “Holy fuck! I’ve never had a man actually swallow my seed. I’ve always had to pull out and finish my...elf off. That was incredible!”Gavin grinned, “I told you I was good!”I sighed a little, “I can’t top that.”“You don’t have to; I’m happy with whatever you are comfortable with. No pressure here, remember?” He said, smiling at me.Suddenly I blurted out, “I want you to take my ass, Gavin. And before you say it, I know I don’t have to, but I want to.. Spying on my two best friends, they know Im bi like them, but I dont think they know I get off on watching them. Hearing them sneaking back up the stairs, I got into position, eye pushed up against the wall my hand idly wondering over my boobs, caressing my nipples between by thumb and finger. I liked to play with myself while I secretly watched my friends. The door of the room next door creaked opening, Jayne and Saras shadows falling across the carpet, intermingled together so I couldnt tell. ”"No, I'm not. I really do want to know why."I took a deep breath and said, “Well, to be completely honest, there’s nothing I’d rather do more than to run my fingers through it. It looks so silky and soft that I get…”“Go ahead. You get what?”“Well, I get aroused just thinking about it.”“Mmm! That is really sensuous, Bill!”“I’m relieved that you think so.”“Hmm. Why don’t you run your fingers through it now and get it over with,” she said as she leaned forward for me.My cock jumped to attention. Our nearest neighbors were two miles away but they had the good sense to leave in October after the leaves changed. No one lived up here on the lake during the winters, and generally, they didn’t return until mid-May, and then it was only for an occasional weekend. It wasn’t that I loved Abe, he was the only person in my life up here in the desolate icebox during the winter months. I had no one to speak with at all save a bird or squirrel that foraged for seeds on bright winter days. I had.