She knew he loved her, but it wasnt enough. He said he was committed, but they only saw each other twice a week and whenever he was in town, he expect...d Amber to be over at his house. She was still working as an Intern, as well as at GAP, something that infuriated John who always offered to give Amber money so that she could quit her Retail job and spend more time with him on weekends. Why she would bother she never knew, when he was always on his email anyway during the day. They rarely had. What just happened? Lexi couldn’t believe it, she’d gotten so mad when it was obvious the surprise engagement and the most romantic speech she had ever heard wasn’t real that she just wanted Xander to feel the surprise that she felt. She walked as quickly as possible to her car. When she reached for the door handle the solitaire diamond ring glinted in the street light. Lexi could feel the backs of her eyes burning with unshed tears as another chip of her heart broke off. She quickly got in the. Now, I saw that the lady of the house was a large woman with honey blonde hair touched liberally with grey. Later on, Fawn described it as ‘…haloed with grey, since most of it was in the front like she frosted it herself. It was below shoulder length — about two or three inches and still growing. I’ll bet she lets it hang free because she likes the way it feels — very sensuous.’ Fawn should know by now about feeling sensuous. She had blue/green eyes, wore no makeup, and her best feature, it. “Yes, affairs are not the right way to go about things,” she said. “Sanjay and I have discussed this quite openly and frankly.”“I... I like Sanjay,” I told her. “I would find it difficult to hurt him.”She smiled.“You wouldn’t be hurting him though if he was okay with it. He seeks my happiness in all this.”There was silence for a few moments and I could sense that this was probably as embarrassing for her as it was for Sanjay. “Tell me about your sister-in-law please?” she asked. “How did it.