I just said I was thinking about you looking at the nice n pleasant night near the door side. She told me even she was thinking about me n couldn’t ...leep. I just asked her to accompany me. She was excited n came in like 10 seconds. She just stood next to me. In a min I noticed her nipples were erect n pointing outwards. Then I came to know that she had removed her bra to sleep n now came to me. I just adored her beauty n complimented her that you’re the cutest girl I’ve ever seen. She blushed n. Fred and Sid knew enough to keep it under control.We steamed North to Vigo where we loaded the on-deck walk-in with our fresh smoked (jerked) salmon. We really packed that sucker! For dinner Carl served us a pacific rim dish much like fried rice--It had flakes of smoked salmon, shavings of vegetables and a generous decoration of chopped green onions, all in a little ginger/chicken broth. He'd benefited from the break--he was getting creative again. He called it Kedgeree and we called it good!We. But that seen changed my attitude towards my mom.I started to be with her most of time and also started to Starr at her butts and boobs. I was slowly becoming addicted to her. Now I was desperately in need of her. I started planing to make her laid.I started to roam in home with out my undies so that my 8 inch coke was clearly spotable in my trousers. I also started rubbing my coke on my moms ass as if non intentionally. I enjoyed it a lot. I also found some changes in mom she sometimes starred. At that point, I sat up in bed and turned on the bedside table light and continued to stroke my cock.Maybe it should have bothered me that my mom had frequently spoken in a derogatory manner about blacks, and black men especially, but seeing her with a black man, and obviously in a very obviously sexual way, I felt none of that. Instead, I found this accidental evidence to be...exciting! It meant, for one thing, that maybe my mom really wasn't quite as 'racist' as I'd grown up to see her as?.