Vaginal juices squirted across the floor. Her eyes started to roll in the back of her head. Her breaths became deep, but staggered. She managed to sta... conscious.Megan experienced several more of these orgasms. With her blood saturated with oxytocin, the intensity of the release was eventually diminished. But not enough for Megan’s comfort. The rest of the night became an endless cycle of orgasmic buildup and release. During the buildup, she would tremble due to the combination of anticipation. And your happiness is important. She, I, we all want you to be happy."It was not an easy charge. For the first time in my life I turned away from Her. Grief wracked me, grief suppressed these many years, but still deep and abiding for all of that. I cried out my loneliness and heartache. In that moment P'sero was truly gone. She gathered me in Her arms as I wept for him once again, feeling anew the desolation and loss of him and all that we had been. I finally knew he would never return. It was. The autopsy also showed his semen in her mouth. By the way, the driver was a former neighbor, who I hadn't seen in years and presumed the same of my dear departed wife.My head space was somewhere between bitterness and depression. There was no sign of any trouble, our lives had been going smoothly, even including our sex life. What the fuck.So I was slowly settling in. The property was about 50 condos with different levels of care available. I took the basic, because I was in good health,. I was finally alone. The things she had done to me were hard to stomach. But my own reactions were as well. My thoughts gyrated around the intense orgasm I had experienced while undergoing the painful whipping, and around the debasing act at the end. I could have closed my mouth, she wouldn’t have noticed in her excitement. But some part of me had wanted her to demean me, had reveled in the humiliation. I had an inkling what it all implied, but I didn’t want to think about it. Helen came back.