I know it sounds crazy but I have marks on my neck to prove it.’ ‘I understand but this is not a matter we can deal with in the confessional. I ca... see you in the rectory on Tuesday if you’d like.’ He felt more isolated than he had for awhile, thinking he’d have to go it alone. What was the priest going to tell him, his love was misplaced and she didn’t deserve it? Even if he was right it was up to him to deal with it, if he could. ‘Okay father, thank you,’ he said standing to leave. ‘Do these. I felt guilty about going but needed to get my mind off him. I decided to go. We entered the door and everyone was drinking and dancing. It was at her boyfriend Larry’s house. I grabbed a beer and joined in the festivities. I met some really good people there and was getting soused. One guy Billy was there and we seemed to hit it off. It was as if we had known each other for years. Before I knew it we were making out in the darkest corner of the room. I felt it, the same budge. ... I cud feel her body warmth and musk fragrance all over me....Soon my cock was bursting to fuck her.....but i had long plans. As i was licking her pussy i spread her legs wide open further so that i cud have my face buried deep inside her thighs....and she reciprocated without any resistance.Now i was sure....she wud not object to what i had in mind next.....i had never slapped a woman's ass before but had seen it in anlot of movies....rand i wanted to do it now...i wanted to spank her ass. After a while of playing andbeing absolutely shattered, I decided I had to go home so said goodbyeto the guys and walked back to my bag, off down the grass to the gatesat the far end of the park and on the road home. By the time I had gothome I was sick and tired of thinking. That was it. I couldn't keepdriving myself mad with this behaviour; I was going to go back tonormal, no more of this dressing up as a girl lark. For everyone'ssake, I had to try to be "Normal" at least. The next few.