You deceived me; you betrayed me.”I made to protest but he cut me off.“Oh I know I said I wanted you to do it; that it would be okay but I didn’... mean you should go behind my back and fuck someone in secret. That wasn’t fair; that wasn’t open and honest. And if we’re anything to each other I thought we were honest.”I felt sick. I felt ashamed. All my online friends had been right!“Have you been with him since you told me?”“No,” I shook my head.“And if I ask you not to, you’ll never see him. " The words hit my mind like a sledgehammer. I didn'trealize it until years later, but these were basically the same words guyshad used for centuries to make other guys feel that sucking their cock wasthe right thing to do. He was just saying whatever was necessary to keephis dick in my mouth. But at the time, it seemed like the highest praise.Suddenly, I realized something and when he pulled back, I let his dickslide completely out of my mouth. Looking up at him, I asked, "You'll warnme before. "Isn't there something else we can do so it doesn't have to happen again?" They just have to be obedient, that's all."Penelope didn't agree with him but she kept it to herself. She was going to single out Mary to take care of her mistress so the hurt might gradually fade away. She recalled how all the slaves her father and mother had with no problems. Show gratitude and kindness would win her over like her father's household.The first time Penelope met Sejanus she had the intuition that this. " Did you get hard, you know, did you get an erection?" Yes. I'm sorry." Don't be. I mean you couldn't help that, you're a guy. But you didn't want to have sex with me when you saw me naked, did you?" No. Of course not." That's because you knew it was wrong, or at least you did back then. So when you look at me now, do you think of me as someone you could possibly have sex with?" No. I still don't." Good, and I'll leave you alone for a little while, so that you can think about everything that.