Jeremy was cut and slightly over 8 inches, Bryce was cut and only a tiny bit shorter than Jeremy, so they both had good equipment. Their hands were mo...ing in frenzies, their minds so turned on by the film that it couldn’t even control them. This was such a hot show for Kyle to watch: These two big, muscular straight studs jerking it together to gay porn like their lives depended on it. He wasn’t even watching the film anymore Neither were Bryce and Jeremy. They were looking into each other’s. She smiled and squeezed me. “I find that highly unlikely.”I shook my head. “It doesn’t matter. We need to get dressed and get out of here.”“But I don’t want to,” she said, leaning down further. “I want you, Seth Connors. I want to know what this...” and she squeezed me again “ ... feels like. It’s so big, so thick. I have to know.”I wrapped my arms around her and rolled us over. She held onto me the whole time. I sat up and she slipped me out of my pants. “Good Lord!” she said, stroking me.Her. ‘If he had her, and he had a baby with her, why did he still want to be with me? Even last week, when he brought me home from Cornwall, he was asking if we could make another go of things. Why the hell would he want to do that? Why would he want both of us?’ He gazed back at me, once again wearing that expression I couldn’t quite read. ‘I can’t answer that,’ he said at last. ‘I think that’s something you’re going to have to ask him.’ I stared back at him, puzzled by that look, my mind working. Chris loved me and mom tried to. Then two weeks before Crissy was born, Chris didn't come home. Mom said I could still talk to him in my dreams. She said he was in a car wreck and had to leave. She told me he still loves me but I already knew that. He still does, even now. I want him back. And in my bed with me at night. Just like it used to be. I was safe then. "I know he's gone. But he won't really die until I do." Then Karen had to hold her while she cried again. For just.