”“It’s not a thing, it’s and erection and you can’t tell me that you’ve never felt one before.”“Of course I haven’t,” the flustere... child blushed more deeply.“You really are innocent aren’t you?”“I may not have felt one but I know what it is and what it’s for.”“So what’s you problem?”“Men of your age aren’t meant to fancy thirteen year old girls, I’d be too young for you even if you weren’t my uncle.”“I know that. You don’t even know how to kiss properly yet.”“You don’t have to kiss me if you. I loved beinga boy and my father had taught me well. I love my father more than wordscan say and when he forgot his son, I thought I would die, and perhaps Idid in a small way when I became Amanda full time. This isn't to say Idon't like being Amanda, I do, and I love being the girl I portray,actually more than being a boy. I guess Cindy was right when she said Iwas really a girl inside, but it seems I've had no say in where my lifeis going ever since Cindy saw my mascara covered lashes. God I. Youll wake up mom and dad* rockdyke clumsily pulls off socks Good. And if they don't, they'll definately hear about it in the morning what! your going to tell them? i haven done anything wrong i slur *throws a sock at you** SlaveBitch pulls the sock off my head and gets out of bed You woke me up, I have school in the morning! And nevermind later, they're going to hear about it now. so fucking what, live a little. stop being so fucking uptight* SlaveBitch stomps towards the door* rockdyke grabs. Of course, there was no way for me to pretend that everything was as usual and have the dinner with our friends. So I made two phone calls to some very surprised friends cancelling the dinner. After that I wrote a message to Lisa and left it on the kitchen table:"Lisa, due to our very serious problem I've cancelled the dinner with our friends and will be away for some time. Bo."Not much information, either about the problem or where I had gone or for how long. But Lisa wasn't stupid and might.